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Post by Marina Vinstar on Mar 9, 2006 11:22:47 GMT -8
*Marina had stopped not to far from them. Leaning against a wall, she looked up at nothing really as she waited for Ulan.*
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Post by jmcmatt on Mar 9, 2006 17:51:21 GMT -8
*notices Marina, and calls her over for introductions*
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Post by Addyson Josco on Mar 9, 2006 21:15:07 GMT -8
No, The order hasn't elevated me yet. I'm forunate to become a Knight at my age, but Mastership still seems far off.... "Im just a padewan. I would have at one point wanted to be more,now I am not so sure.."
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Post by jmcmatt on Mar 9, 2006 21:18:19 GMT -8
I'm not sure my motives for staying in the order either...There are so many useless restrictions and rules...
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Post by Addyson Josco on Mar 9, 2006 21:21:50 GMT -8
"i left..I'm not sure I made the best of choices, but I wantto live a different life. I want to be free to live and love..eventually" *Addy looked back down at her boots* ::why am I talking so much around him. I should go::
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Post by jmcmatt on Mar 9, 2006 21:23:02 GMT -8
I can relate...I long so much to be in love, without having to worry about what my peers will think, what the Jedi will do to me for it...
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Post by Addyson Josco on Mar 9, 2006 21:25:36 GMT -8
*Addy blinked at him witha look of shock...to hear a perfect stranger,who didn't seem like a stranger but more like a friend opening to her*
"I am seeing though, being alone and outside the order isn't what you think it would be. '
*stands suddenly grabbing her bag*
"Im sorry to have stalled you on your way, I fear I am rambling.."
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Post by jmcmatt on Mar 9, 2006 21:29:29 GMT -8
*also stands and grabs her shoulder, and gently pulls her down to the bench where he sits next to her* Your not holding me from anything important. What is it like outside of the order? *he asks gently*
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Post by Addyson Josco on Mar 9, 2006 21:32:17 GMT -8
"You mean whats outside of it for me...?" *Addy looked at him and spoke calmly*
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Post by jmcmatt on Mar 9, 2006 21:33:13 GMT -8
Yeah....What did you get when you left? *He asked softly, looking into her eyes*
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Post by Addyson Josco on Mar 9, 2006 21:34:59 GMT -8
"A sense of freedom...like a weight had been lifted, but with that feeling came worry, and a feeling of vulnerability...being on my own..REALLY my own for the first time"
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Post by jmcmatt on Mar 9, 2006 21:38:48 GMT -8
Your never on your own. There will always be someone there for you, where you least expect it. Like on a deserted path in the lakecountry of Naboo *he said with a smile*
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Post by Addyson Josco on Mar 9, 2006 21:40:42 GMT -8
"That was a kind thing to say..Thank You..Ulan"
*Addy smiled a small smile*
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Post by jmcmatt on Mar 9, 2006 21:45:49 GMT -8
It wasn't just a kind thing to say, it was the truth *Hu gently put his arm around her shoulder and hugged her*
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Post by Addyson Josco on Mar 9, 2006 21:48:46 GMT -8
*Addy surprisingly didn't feel as odd as she thought she would hugging him. She smiled and returned the hug. "I guess our pathes will cross again..maybe soon" She said softly and smiled*
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