KJ Visor's room

[Jacinth Visor]

Kalo and Jacinth's super old room that Kalo uses sometimes when he's on Coruscant.

[Jacinth Visor]

*stands at her dresser and brushes her hair*
*Kalo took the triplets to the Room of a Thousand Fountains, but she stayed behind with Skandar*
*sigh* *puts her brush down and glances at Skandar sleeping on their bed*
*looks over at their foot locker that they shared as a young married couple..*
*walks over to it and opens it*
*smiles* I didn't think... *pulls out a fresh tunic, it was cream with a light purple under tunic* I can't believe it's still here... *quickly tries it on*
*looks in the mirror* Oh my... ::as if the days of glory are shining back...:: *her eyes themselves are shining* Could you believe, Skandar, that I used to wear this all the time? Just like dad... *looks back at herself.. then looks over at her lightsaber on the bedsted*
..*walks over to it and picks it up*
BZZZZZ... *the glow shoots out*
So that's what you look like.
..it's been so long.
*does a side sweep*
*does a few more little moves then does a back ariel across the room*
*points the saber at the door*
*dozens of memories came flooding back*

[Jacinth Visor]

"Let's go!" "go where??" "I don't know! Somewhere! Let's just leave." "leave?? the planet? with what ship???" "With the one that we're going to buy!"
::of course.. she was always so.. unpredictable.. *smile*:: "-It's my fault masters" "No! It's not her fault. It's mine, all of it." "I-I... I took Soleia to Myrkr, and got her in all that trouble, then I took her to Naboo, even though she insisted we come back here. I put her life as long as mine in danger... for that I am sorry. Soleia did no wrong. It... was all me." ::I never let her take the blame.. *smirk* I was too stubborn for that..:: "oh, hey, I met your cousin yesterday, like met met him instead of just seeing him across the hall.
He said he "liked my eyes" He seemed.. jittery, like nervous. Did you send him to talk to me??" "oooOOoooo! He likes your eyes!
Ehem, no I didn't send him to talk to you." "I thought it was sweet that he said that, though I don't think he intended to, I think it slipped out. He asked to meet me at the dining hall today, but didn't say when."
"Soleia... left the order, Kalo..." "What? Why? We have to go after her!" "She says it was her destiny- s-she didn't belong here! It's not true though!!! She belongs with me!! I can't live life without a best friend." Kalo rapped her in his arms..
"SOLEIA!!!! STOP!!!!" "Jace?" "Soleia! what in the blazes are you doing here?! I read your letter! you can't go, you CAN'T!" "I have to, Jacinth." "No you don't! your family is here! I'm your family, if you go I'll be lost, I won't know what to do! I love you! you're the only family I've ever had!!" "You can make it without me, Jace. You're a Jedi. Jedi are strong... and we'll still see eachother. It would be better for you if I left." "you're only running away from your fears, but they'll catch up with you- it'll haunt you forever, Soleia!
You'll hate yourself for doing this! you can always go home, but you can't come back! ...*sniff*you can't come back! Don't throw your life away just for some- some- stone house with a few flowers and a pond! You can have that later! ::she may never have that again.. :: "You have to remain here! it's your life!- it's your destiny!!
You're a Jedi Healer, that's your gift, don't hide from your worries, train with your master and then go heal people!
Don't HIDE!!!!!" *starts to get teary-eyed as she looks at her lightsaber blade* She heard her master's voice.. "This is your own blade... it is connected to you and you to it.. with it you will protect yourself and defend others.. with it... you will bring justice." *repeats the words as she heard them* "Yes master.." *turns it off* "Your Majesty.... mother... I am safe. Kalo and I escaped, we're on our way to Hapes. We'll be along any minute. Goodbye and may the Force be with you." She hesitated... "and.. I love you.." Kalo's voice came in so clear as if Jacinth's very own blade sliced through the air.. "Why are you so jealous?" "I wish I were.. do you know how that makes me deel? She leaves the Jedi and then a few weeks later- she- she.. " "Jace, you're just being selfish. You know, she was heart broken to leave the Jedi order and she loves you and cares about you! Don't you want her happiness? what about HER?" "It's ALWAYS been about HER!!! I've always stepped back and let her do something- or at least I was ready to- she never wanted to take lead! but I was more than ready to let her! It was probably more lonely being alone than with her!!"
.... "CURSE YOU KALO VISOR!" The vision of Jacinth and soleia walking side-by-side filled her sight.. "you saw it as well. we can't let it happen, Soleia. we can't." "I have no intention of letting it happen." "promise me if it ever comes to that, we'll kill each other..."
"Stop it Jacinth. I have to get to my master!" "not while I'm alive." "Then I'll do it after you die!"
"Yo baby-doll, what's up?" "Tag you're it!" "I love you Kalo." "I love you."
"I love you Soleia" "I love you too, Jacinth"
"I love you mommy.. and daddin" "master.. I love you.."
"Jacinth, darling.. I love you"
"It will be alright Jacinth, I won't die... I promise you I won't.
Please don't cry, my love." "don't cry, I can't not cry *tears* I don't want to lose you."
"So, what is it that you want, Visor?" "to fulfill a promise.." "So you have come to kill me. Tell me, friend, did you really come to fulfil that promise, or do you just want to feel the satisfaction of my death on your hands?" "I don't want to kill you, Soleia." "I never lie, Soleia.
so when I say it hurts me to see you like this, I'm telling the truth." "Never say never..." "Consider my life hell, Jacinth... once you enter, you can't leave." "there's always a place in heaven.
if you just stop with your evil ways! let go of the dark side! you don't want this! you want a good life! you want Kistal back!" "Just get out of my life. Forever. My torment is my own problem, not yours." "it is my problem, Sol! stang, woman! you're my best friend!" "I've always known you were the stronger one. Good-bye, Jace. " ...Jace..
Jace.. *puts a hand on her shoulder* darling, we're back.

[Jacinth Visor]

*turns and looks at him with wide teary eyes*
*hugs him and he hugs her back*

[Jacinth Visor]

*lays on the bed, back propped up with pappers everywhere*
*is talking on the comlink* Alright *sigh* Thanks. Alright, Kalo, I got an audiance with some senators in charge of this case to ask permission to take care of Kistal. That'll be in four days. Soleia and Jango's sentancing is two days after tomorow.. I'm still trying to talk the senate into letting us see Kistal, but they're not relenting -_- we should have just gone without permission.. Of course.. they wouldn't let us see her most likely..

[Kalo Visor]

Probably not, at least not without any..force persuasion, and that might get us into trouble.

[Jacinth Visor]

*A little while later evening..*
Oh come on! That's a lame excuse!
We're all she's GOT! FINE! I will see you in court! *hangs up and throws the comlink across the room, but Kalo catches it without even looking up from the mini holoscreen that he's playing a game on*

[Jacinth Visor]

They won't let us see her because it might "confuse" her! *frustrated to tears* Those... *takes a deep breath and closes her eyes* getting angry will accomplish nothing...
How could this happen, Kalo? We all had nice lives.. things were good.. and then, bam! like Emeril to a piece of chicken! *smacks her hand* *sigh*

[Kalo Visor]

Life can be unpredictable, but we gotta battle through this. I know it seems hard now, but we'll get through. If things can get bad again, they can get good again too."

[Jacinth Visor]

*glances over at her saber* ::maybe this is a chance to start over... maybe.. this is a chance to be me again..:: *glances at Kalo* ::We could fight side by side just as we've always dreamed...:: *looks at Skandar and rubs his little back* ::of course after you're grown..::
Honey.. *hesitates*
... never..mind..

[Kalo Visor]

What?

[Jacinth Visor]

*looks at him to guess how he'd react*
*opens her mouth several times to talk but doesn't*
o_- I wanna be a Jedi again.

[Kalo Visor]

You are a jedi, what do you mean? You can never really stop being a jedi. You can stop weilding a blade, yes; you can stop taking missions, you can even stop using the force, but it's who you are inside and who you've always been where the true jedi lies, thank can't change.

[Jacinth Visor]

*smiles*
..yeah.. nevermind, I was just being weird.. *gets up and checks on the triplets who are sleeping in an extra bed**

[Jacinth Visor]

I suppose we should go to bed.. *gently picks up Skandar, kissing his little head, then laying him in his little crib*